so I’d like to believe that you
were his Daisy Fay,
holding him at bay,
until all that could glitter could
finally become gold.
and for a time, you
and your pretty egg were
the toast of the town,
flapping around,
drunk on your jazz and roses.
but you forgot, didn’t you,
that such things don’t last forever;
that precious metals fade,
even our own minds betray,
when our wings become clipped.
you could only flap for him,
as it were;
suppressing your will
to write in order to remain still,
as if only he had a hold on history.
perhaps you were punished
for being his Daisy Fay
and holding him at bay
when all he wanted was you there
at the very start, simply by his side.
well, harbors do wear away
and lights turn from green to gray
and jazz music no longer plays—
when we are waylaid
by burials that rule the day.